Prepare to enter the wild and wooly world of an adult with Aspergers Syndrome, a form of autism characterized by intellignce, quirks, social difficulties and downright strange and oddish behaviours.

People with Aspergers generally are high functioning in everyday life but have great difficulty connecting with others due to the inability to read faces, body language and subtle verbal clues. They also tend to take words literally and have a hard time multi-tasking.

Oversensitivity to touch (clothing has to be soft and often the tags removed), light (do not leave home without the sunglasses), sound (loud noises and noisey places are avoided), taste (many Aspies have quite a limited diet and are frequently very picky eaters) and smells makes the everyday existence more of a challenge.

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To find out more about what Aspergers is..please check out my earliest blog entries

Monday, July 11, 2022

Autistic And a Survivor of Incest, Child Prostitution and Sexual Abuse

 It's important to me that I am clear on who I am, what I have lived through and why I am so odd.

True Story. This is Me.

Incest Survivor Amy Maureen Murphy Timeline as of July 11, 2022

 

From birth to 26 years of age- incest, sexually abused by my father at least 2-3 times a week

2 to 3 years old- dad allowed his three friends to sexually abuse me on a semi-weekly basis, usually every Friday when it was beer, cards, and child rape

3 to 4 years old- the first time I remember being given to a man for free and for money, two separate occasions. Both times it was to my dad’s Commander at the Air Force Base he worked at.

4 or 5 years old- first sexual assault by a stranger/ non-family member; the first man not sanctioned and that my family agreed could molest me. He was a store owner who ran the corner store when we lived in Saginaw.

5 or 6 years old- forced to perform oral sex on a teen who was working at the grocery store meat market section. He bribed my older brother and I with candy. I think this happened only once.

5 to 9 weekly or monthly molestations by my paternal great-grandmother who took perverse pleasure in bathing and fondling me. That stopped when she died when I was 10.

7 to 9 years old- dad hosted private parties with a host of men who paid money for myself or my sister for sex. This took place at private homes on the West Side of Grand Rapids. Probably half a dozen times at least.

7 to 9 or 12- Dad would take me to specific public restrooms every two weeks or so. Each work day was at one of four locations in lower Michigan. There were typically two shifts, 4-7 or 7-9, and most took place on Wednesdays or Saturdays. Rockford, Grayling or the Lansing are were the most frequent work places.

9 year old- drugged and raped by my soon-to-be-priest great uncle with Manna approving and great-grandmother there as well.

9 years old- my dad gave me to the scrap metal manager to make money for sexual favors. Not sure how many times that may have happened. Once for sure.

9 to 13- evil grandmother trained me to become her personal sex slave to satisfy all of her sexual needs and perversions.

10 to 14 or so – the specific years are murky as dad tried different ways to sell me and make more money. At one point, he would get a hotel room near the highway, use his CB radio to talk to and entice truckers to stop by for sexual services by me. This was high risk and high reward. Probably happened under a half dozen times, I’m guessing.

14 to 26- most of the sexual abuse was dad on a weekly basis although he did have me service his boss and coworkers on occasion. He bought me a car because I performed for a co-worker who significantly lowered the price due to my whoring. When dad wanted money, discounts or favors, he would use me, sell me.