On the inside I am this uber smart, intellectual Aspie who occupies a small, quiet corner of the world minding my own business and leaving others to tend to theirs. But...
When I open my mouth to say how I feel or what I think or what is on my mind, I sound uber stupid, like a flake from the lake that leaves in the deep woods and keeps feral rabbits as pets.
I Can Hear My Own Stupid!!! And its maniacal and immense. I can hear how my ideas and my thoughts deviate from the majority NeuroTypicals. I can hear that my words are spewed in rapid fire, staccato like packets of whistling rockets spiraling in all directions.
No one can understand me.
I like being smart. I keep my mouth shut so I can retain that imaginary feeling.
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