Being a Multiple and in therapy for years, you'd think I'd get used to these unusual sessions. But, I swear, it is so weird. I'll be talking and then all the words just stop, abruptly. I mean, there may be thoughts in my head or feelings and physical sensations that I experience but, it's like a heavy curtain comes raining down and I'm left completely speechless.
My hands move, my eyes are usually teary, and I think parts of me are communicating with therapist, just in a completely non-verbal way.
In a way, I have half sessions. I'm there and aware half the time and the other half, I've got zero control and zero conscious.
Life with Multiple Personality Disorder is a highly odd experience, for sure.
