I just don't know what to do. Seriously

I don't know how to structure my day with what actually needs to be done, what can wait, doing what I feel like doing, what is necessary, what I must do, how do I want to spend my days, how long can I let the dishes sit, how uncomfortable do I have to be to break into the bank and buy food if I already have some food on hand.

Do I continue to eat the frozen leftovers until they are near completely gone before I buy more food? Do I really need to go for a walk or do I want to or do I feel too tired or really just want to avoid people?

Should I accept my disability check and not try and work to make supplemental income? If so, to what degree? How many hours and how much effort should I put into that?

Cleaning. I'm going through everything in the spare oom and deciding what to sell, give away, throw away and keep. For how many hours shall I do this each day.

No job. No school. No children. No responsibilities to anyone.

I have all these hours. I've always believed in being the highest productivity as possible. Do I get time off? A day of rest? How much and how long?

I find these many hours a conundrum of possibilities and confusion.

There are no clear and definite answers as so much depends on my current wants and energy level.

No one can ever answer these questions for me.

How shall I spend my next hour, dishes, map making, reading, writing, baking, chores, resting? 

There are no answers, only open questions.