Living with the Lyme

So it's been four weeks of continuos flu like symptoms; aches and pains so bad I take pain meds when I just can't handle it any more, fevers and chills with sweats, no appetite just a few things taste good..empty ice cream sugar cones, apples, Cheetos, toast mostly; takes all the energy I can muster to get up; itchy with various rashes going on.

Oh, don't forget the various headaches, intermittent numbing and tingling!

 Can't tell if I'm detoxing and getting better or the same with moments, hours of feeling worse, like shit.

 It's pure hell having a disease with no singular proven treatment, just hit and miss of advice and trial and error crap.

 Can't believe I'm still here in this awful sucking place.